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Feb. 1st, 2025 03:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)

My rating: 3 of 5 stars
I had such mixed feelings about this one. It started out strong, foundered in the middle and I didn't like the end at all. In some ways it doesn't quite match the blurb and the title makes no sense whatsoever. (though I don't blame the author for that one. She might not have been the one to choose it).
Magpie Lewis starts off sympathetically enough. Her life has imploded. She caught her dad cheating on her mother with her mother's sister (and the family believes the aunt about the events of that day), her mother reverted back to her alcoholism as a result, her older sister has cut her out of her life for her own mental health and abandoning Magpie to deal with their mother's drinking until Maggie is 18 and can leave too. She got drunk herself at Brandon Phipp's party and did something to cause her to do something that made her best friend Allison to stop talking to her (Brandon is Allison's boyfriend so you can figure out what this is)
She's left making new friends with the other h.s. outcasts: Clare (whose father committed suicide) Luke (gay), Ben (trans masc and Magpie's potential love interest) and one more whom I've already forgotten because basically the book did too. Honestly these were good friends (expect Clare constantly insisting they all had to go to Brandon's next party even knowing what happened to Magpie the last time)
The only adult on her side is her english teacher who keeps giving her more changes to not fail his class and the school year than Magpie probably deserves. Her mom is busy drinking herself to death and her dad is out of the house. Her grandma and the rest of mom's family has cut her out.
Magpie has been writing in her yellow notebook about the town of Near which unlike the town she lives in Farther, is kind and empty of people and no one will ever abandoned her there. And then it becomes real. Her guide to this place is Hither a shape shifting speck of ether? Magpie's power? and that's where this begins to bog down.
Frankly the cover and the blurb talks about female rage (I'd like to think any child with all this going on would be enraged regardless of gender) and we don't really see that in believable ways or maybe it's just me. This rage seems to be let me fail out that'll teach them and let me be disengaged with my new friends because they're not the amazing Allison.
Magpie is actually rather unlikeable. I might be sympathetic toward her but I don't like her or what she does, especially at the end when that rage is first turned against her teacher who had the audacity of enforcing consequences for her lack of actions. The ending is weird, confusing and anticlimatic which is all I can say without spoiling it. The story was interesting but I also found it pr oblematic
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